-Why would you want a doll?

I don’t feel that I want to have any more relationships with people, since it has not worked out well for me in the past. I am used to being alone and it does not bother me. I actually prefer to be alone and I am comfortable with that. But we all have sexual needs, that’s where the dolls come in. They can fill that need. I don’t have to attempt to “hook up” with anyone anymore. But, dolls are more than just sex. They are nice to be around, nice to look at, nice to sleep next to, nice to cuddle with at night. It is sort of a hobby to dress them up, try on different clothes and wigs to make them look good. Taking pictures of them and making photo stories is something I really enjoy doing. They make me feel good and they give me something positive to focus on in my life.

 

-Do you have sex with them? What is that like?

Yes. I have sex with my dolls. It’s not as good as having sex with a woman, obviously. But it is the second best thing. I don’t think we are going to see any dolls or sex robots in the nearest future, that will be as good or better than the real thing. But, since I do not bother with human relationships anymore, doll sex is just fine for me. It is good enough. I don’t miss the “real thing” anymore.

 

-Do you sleep with your dolls in bed?

Yes. I like having “someone” lying next to me in bed. And cuddling with a doll feels good. We all need that closeness.

 

-Do you have romantic feelings for your dolls?

No, I love my dolls but not in a romantic way. I love them in the same way I love my big screen TV, my computer and my DVD collection.

 

-Where do you store them?

They are all in the open. Either lying in my bed or sitting in the leather armchair next to mine. I don’t want to put them away in a closet or something. I actually don’t have enough space to store them anywhere either, for now.

 

-Do you hide them when people come over?

No need, people don't come over.

 

-Why do you have more than one? How many do you need?

I like variety. There are so many beautiful dolls out there, I don’t want to have to settle for just one. It’s not like it’s cheating. I don’t know how many I need, probably just one. But I want more of them, since I like dolls so much. So I will definitely buy more of them.

 

-Do you clean them?

Yes, of course. I clean their vaginal, anal or oral cavity after every use. I also shower all the dolls about once per month, sometimes more often.

 

-Do you talk to them?

No, I don’t. If I had a need for conversation, I would turn to other people. But I don’t.

 

-Do you treat your doll like a person?

No. Like I said in the question above, I don’t talk to them. I take care of them. I dress them, shower them, put makeup on them and so on. I have never done that with a person.

 

-Does your dolls have names?

Yes, they do. I like having names for them. This is very common. It helps when you are sharing photos of them and make photo stories, if you can refer to them by name instead of by model.

 

-What does her vagina look like?

Pretty similar to a real vagina. Real enough anyway.

 

-How does her skin feel compared to a real woman?

When a TPE doll is powdered, her skin feels very nice and smooth to touch. It feels close to that of a real woman. But of course, some women have nicer skin than others.

 

-Does any of your dolls look like anyone?

I can’t say that I see any resemblance between any of my dolls and any specific real person, no.

 

-Are you giving up on real women?

For now, in this time of my life, yes. Right now it feels like I never want to go back to women.

 

-Do you pose them during sex? Do they move?

Yes. They have a metal skeleton inside their body, with joints that makes them able to hold poses. They can even stand up on their own. They do not move, at all.

 

-What are they made of?

My dolls are made from TPE material (thermoplastic elastomer). It’s a mixture of rubber and plastic, which creates a soft, lifelike skin.

 

-How much did they cost?

The ones I have cost me between 1200 and 1800 US Dollars per doll.

 

-Where did you buy your dolls?

My first two dolls I bought from a vendor called My Silicone Love Doll. The third one I bought from the vendor Dolls Castle.

 

-Have you ever taken your dolls outside?

No and I reckon I never will. That would just create unwanted attention.

 

-Are they really anatomically correct?

As much as they possibly can be, yes. Some things are very detailed.

 

-Do you like one more than the other? Why?

No, they are all equally valuable to me. Because they are all unique.

 

-What do you dislike about them?

That they do not cook, clean, do the laundry, do the dishes and shower by themselves.

 

-What do you like most about them?

That they have changed my life for the better and that they will never leave me.

 

-Do you wish that you had gotten them sooner?

Yes. If I had my dolls when I was 18, I could have avoided so much pain in my life, due to catastrophic relationships.

 

-If they break, can you repair them? How?

If I cause a tear in their skin, I can glue it back together with TPE glue. But any major damage and I will be helpless, since I’m not that handy.

 

-Is there a lot of maintenance with them?

If you have only one doll, then it’s not that much. But when you have three dolls, there will be three times as much maintenance. Showering them, rubbing in oil and vaseline on them and finally powdering them once per month, does take some time and effort.

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-How long does TPE dolls last?

TPE dolls is a relatively new product on the market, so that is too soon to say. But if taken care of properly, they should last you at least a couple of years. This will of course also depend on how much you use them and what you use them for.

 

-Do you think you will ever get rid of your dolls?

No, I don’t see any reason to do that.

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-How often do you have sex with them?

Maybe 1-3 times per week. My sexual appetite comes and goes.

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-Do you have sex with them one at a time or all at once?

One at a time. Threesomes and orgies have never interested me even the slightest.

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-Would you consider showing your dolls IRL to anyone who is interested?

No, I'm afraid not. It's just too risky. I don't want to reveal my identity or let anyone know where I live. Dolls are worth a lot of money after all.